Monday, February 25, 2013
Day 138: We have never smoked together
So I am coming up with excuses that seem justifiable in order for me to bring the pattern that I stopped for a while back in place. Smoking weed is not as "fun" as it used to be because I have realized that I can live without it and realize there is no point into continuing this pattern because I can now see, realize, and understand how it is just a momentary escape from what I accept and allow myself to exist as.
I used to think smoking weed was a spiritual experience and that everyone should do it at least once and the world would be a better place if this happened. This is what I thought but now realize the simplicity in that thought/statement I would tell others which is: Using something outside of yourself in order to have a spiritual experience which is only a high and what goes up must come down. What goes up must come down is a simple fact if we are here living in this physical existence.
I will continue with self forgiveness on this.